If he had been with me

If He Had Been With Me by Laura Nowlin is a deeply emotional YA romance about childhood friends Autumn and Finn, whose paths diverge as they grow up. Once inseparable, they drift apart—Autumn has a boyfriend, and Finn becomes one of the most popular boys at school. Yet every encounter reminds Autumn of what might’ve been. Haunted by “what ifs” and the weight of unspoken love, she learns that some summers, some decisions, and one tragic night can change everything. A heartbreaking story of love, regret, and the moments that shape us.